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Textbook 'I Love You's' dont last forever

So I thought I was in love at one time - Was I or was I not? - I havn't thrown away the memories we had - Our relationship inparticular was one I never forgot

I wrote down your name in my school books every now and then -Ok so maybe I went beyond just writing you name - It was more than every now and then - lets multiply that times ten

But when I look back, what do those words I wrote really say? - I meant every word I wrote back then - When I read them now I only laugh, smile or maybe even cry - But hey its cool to reminisce on a great time way back when...

•CHORUS•
Your name is written all over my books - just all over - But I guess the textbook 'I Love Yous' dont last forever - I just wish we could have gotten a little closer - I will never regret going out with you - I had such a fun time - But deep in my heart something read 'the end' and I had to choose..
•CHORUS•

Reading all the things I wrote about you just makes me happy - I loved those days - I'de do anything to go back to the time where I saw hopeful rays

Some nights I can still see us all at the dance having a great time - I can still feel your strong arms around me - Your soft lips on my cheek

Hey I dont hate you - I still love you - Even if its not the boyfriend/girlfriend kinda love - Sorry that I left you hanging - I felt horrible after I hung up the phone - I just didn't know what to say

•CHORUS•
Your name is written all over my books - just all over - But I guess the textbook 'I Love Yous' dont last forever - I just wish we could have gotten a little closer - I will never regret going out with you - I had such a fun time - But deep in my heart something read 'THE END' and I had to choose..
•CHORUS•

Oh if I was still able to write things in my agenda book - my math book - whatever kind of book - Oh if I could simply write your name and write about you it would mean so much - But now I cant - It just wouldn't feel the same

I'm writing about you now to tell you that I still love you - I just dont know if we should be a couple......just yet

•CHORUS•
Your name is written all over my books - just all over - But I guess the textbook 'I Love Yous' dont last forever - I just wish we could have gotten a little closer - I will never regret going out with you - I had such a fun time - But deep in my heart something read 'THE END' and I had to choose..
•CHORUS•




Choosing Isn't Easy

I've been so fucking confused here lately - I want to kick the shit out of me - Only if things could be like were before - When I never had the feeling to greeve

We're still together but God I miss you - I never know what to do - Should I drop you and find someone new?

•CHORUS•
I wanna leave you but I yet I dont - I'de like to talk to you but I wont - I cant fight these fealings - They just fuck me over - I cant count the times I've made myself feel lower and lower
•CHORUS •

I think about you everyday - These boggled thoughts just wont go away - It can be so hard - What can I say?

It scares me to leave you - I remember all those priceless moments that we had - It was all good then - Now it sucks - Dammit that makes me mad

If it was all still good - Perhaps I wouldn't feel so shitty...

•CHORUS•
I wanna leave you but I yet I dont - I'de like to talk to you but I wont - I cant fight these fealings - They just fuck me over - I cant count the times I've made myself feel lower and lower
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Maybe we should separate - Maybe we could see what happens - Maybe we're not on each others levels yet - Maybe I should leave you and expect more later..

•CHORUS•
I wanna leave you but I yet I dont - I'de like to talk to you but I wont - I cant fight these fealings - They just fuck me over - I cant count the times I've made myself feel lower and lower
•CHORUS •




Just A Little More
©Kalee

I dont feel like hell because I love you - I dont live in hell because I know you - I dont think you put me through hell because were together - You never put me through or made me feel like hell because I love you - know you - or that fact that were together - I never feel like hell when I'm with you

You're my everything - Your all I ever wanted as someone to love - you never did anything wrong - I just wanted a little more - and somehow that makes me feel bad

I dont want to feel shut out - locked out - blocked out - only because we are weak at communication - Its ok - you can be open with me - you can kiss me

•CHORUS•
I just want a little more - I want you to tell me anything - passionate things - I want to be alone with you under the stary twilight - Just you and me - I'll always love you no matter what - I dont think I could find another you - I just want a little more
•CHORUS•

I get thinking back to those good days when we started hanging out as a couple - those days were golden - where did the magic go? - I could probably still feel it if there were a few puzzle pieces put into place

I can still remember all those Friday nights - That Friday night we hooked up at the dance - I finally got to slowdance for the first time with my someone special - that someone special is you

And there was that other Friday night at another dance in the month of April - Just being there with you in your arms - That first kiss on the cheek was something I'de never forget - Little things never leave my mind

Its ok - We can go to the next step if you want

•CHORUS•
I just want a little more - I want you to tell me anything - passionate things - I want to be alone with you under the stary twilight - Just you and me - I'll always love you no matter what - I dont think I could find another you - I just want a little more
•CHORUS•

There are only three days till school gets out - then we will be on summer break where we can have many Fridays to get together - The first Friday we get together I am going to show you the things I want just a little more

I hope by then the two of us can be more open with each other - When I achieve the things I want just a little more I think everything will be good




"World of My Own"
©Kalee
As I lie awake at night
The eyes only wondering

My soul reaches out
To find a new world that
Only exists in the depths of the mind


I begin to believe and think
That I am at the place I ought to be.
And yet, I lay resting....

It all starts to become simple
As the dry ice melts away,
I see the world of my own
And I ask, "am I really here to stay?"


~CHORUS~
"How am I visiting this world of my own?
Is this the place I have to stay?
What are these presence that I have shown?
Is it all mine, is it all my way?"
~CHORUS~

I am awake in my mind
Not knowing what is right or what is wrong
I feel as if I'm at a place I don't belong
And then again I think different.

When the final piece of the puzzle is found
And I know exactly what I want
I know that I have a choice,
A choice of deciding.

Will I stay or will I go?
Will I open my eyes to show my self what is real?
I can't stay forever, but I can come back
When the first eye opens, what will I expect?

But still I would like to stay
Maybe not forever...
I am destine to choose what I think is right
But what is right and what is wrong?
Here in this world of my own
Anything goes...

~CHORUS~
"How am I visiting this world of my own?
Is this the place I have to stay?
What are these presence that I have shown?
Is it all mine? Is it all my way?"
~CHORUS~


I have been here for to long
Perhaps its time to leave
For what I have experienced has changed me
But is all of this something I can or can't see?
I will only know that when choose to wake up
I choose now.

I just opened my eyes
Do I really know what happened?
It's funny sometimes when you enter a dream world,

It all seems so vivid and memorable
You think you will know what happened when
You are back with the real world...
But nothing really changes

It's almost as if you live in two worlds
But you can't remember one when you are in the other...


~CHORUS~
"How am I visiting this world of my own?
Is this the place I have to stay?
What are these presence that I have shown?
Is it all mine? Is it all my way?"
~CHORUS~
(Repeated until it fades out)


*END*



"What are you thinking about?"
©Kalee

I dont think you know it but I can see the expression on your face  Sometimes happy, sometimes sad  I just wish that happy would never change

All these times you felt down I always knew it  I just never knew why I didn't go the extra mile to lend you a hand

If those times when you were down worsened, then it was obvious that I blew it  I dont care what it is you can always come to me

•CHORUS•
What are you thinking about?
Whats going through your mind?
Anything and everything  
Whatever you are feeling
Its just life, its like that
•CHORUS•

Just because I dont hear you saying it I can see it in your eyes  So whatever is running through your head that you are afraid to show, its ok, you dont have to tell me  It wouldn't be a suprize

I look at you now and it seems all the same  Still to this day I can see how you feel...but the thought that keeps me up at night is wondering just what is going through your head

Do you know how you feel?  Is all of this even real?

•CHORUS•
What are you thinking about?
Whats going through your mind?
Anything and everything  
Whatever you are feeling
Its just life, its like that
•CHORUS•
(repeat 2 times)

So maybe I will never know what your thoughts are - Its really not my place to know  But I'll always know how you feel...I'll always be there

•CHORUS•
What are you thinking about?
Whats going through your mind?
Anything and everything  
Whatever you are feeling
Its just life, its like that
•CHORUS•
(repeat till fades out)




Something Close to Perfect
©Kalee


Its that feeling you get when too much is great - you cant get enough of it - its best to have most of the good and none of the hate

You have no more worries - not an ounce of shame - you can be so relaxed - theres nothing to fear and no one to blame

Whats this feeling that feels so good?  I can see it - I can feel it - its absolutely wonderful - and this feeling is…


CHORUS
"Something close to perfect - better then anything else - just fly away and feel free - there's no dollar signs or prices - just love it and let it be"
CHORUS

There are so many miracles and wonders that can make you feel so happy - tell other people how you see and feel - don't worry about being sappy

Its best to express rather then to keep it all in - by doing that you'll be awesome - a true success

Do you understand now?  How important it is to…


CHORUS
"Something close to perfect - better then anything else - just fly away and feel free - there's no dollar sighs or prices - just love it and let it be"
CHORUS

Just love it live it let it be…


CHORUS
"Something close to perfect - better then anything else - just fly away and feel free - there's no dollar sighs or prices - just love it and let it be"
CHORUS

END



Living it Out (All worthwhile)
©Kalee

Its your fault sometimes that the days go so fast
then a week is up & before you know it there goes a month

You should live your life to its fullest - Have things to remember back on  You cant turn back time  Nor can you freeze any great moment  Its the good things you do that make it have a reason for being...

°CHORUS°
Living it out All worth while
It took so long just to see you smile
I want you to love every second of you time
Pursue every unfilled part of your life...
No matter what No matter what
°CHORUS°

If you think your the only one that does nothing you are wrong
You gotta learn to do things  Get social - If you don't theres just no meaning for this song.

Theres so much you can do But such little time
The world can eat you away But you can ignore all these
voices Hold your head up high & tell yourself your here to stay

Of coarse you feel like shit once in a while  We all feel like shit from time to time  And if I keep hearing this crap  Hearing you bitch and moan - I will not pay you a single dime

Lately I've been seeing you blame others for the things you do - But thats just wrong - Just not the right way  You have your own life to live  Your never going to stay

°CHORUS°
Living it out All worth while
It took so long just to see you smile
I want you to love every second of you time
Pursue every unfilled part of your life...
No matter what No matter what
°CHORUS°

...I know its hard  It gets rough  But I know you  Your tuff enough  So brighten those eyes  Raise that head...God I hope you have obsorbed everything that I have said

°CHORUS°
Living it out All worth while
It took so long just to see you smile
I want you to love every second of you time
Pursue every unfilled part of your life...
No matter what No matter what
°CHORUS°
(Repeat untill fades out..)



I'm not gonna be another you
©KALEE
Everyday is so dull Does it ever change?  I try to excape - make it brand new But it always stays the same

I dont want to be another loser in the gutters  Its became an obbsession to make it somewhere  If I dont I'll be mortified - a situation I just cannot bare

I dont want to act like you  I dont want to talk like him  I dont want to look like her  This can be so much hell - so much hell


·CHORUS·
I'm tired of being pushed around
Dont you see this is what I want to do?
Dont tell me to do this or that
I wont become another carbon copy of you
·CHORUS·

This might not be a big deal to you but to me its everything - Its life  I try to ignore it - step away  But its like you cutting me with a knife

There was never really anyone who cared as much and wanted to do what I was doing.  But there was one person  I've know this person so long  This person is my best friend

I guess some days are better than others, not always the same But its my fault the days are alike, So I guess I am the one to blame



·CHORUS·
I'm tired of being pushed around
Dont you see this is what I want to do?
Dont tell me to do this or that
I wont become another carbon copy of you
·CHORUS·

Please don't judge me by my failures  I am living it out to correct them somehow  So maybe it wont be today, tomorrow or the next day  I just cant fix and change everything to perfect right now

I do know I want to get out and do things------be who I am  I want to be with freinds---:::HA HA HA::: to JAM!


Dont you dare drag me into your world, I dont need it I dont need it  Dont you want me to have my own identitee?  I know you arn't this bad about wanting me to do what you do, but I hope you never turn that way  To make ends meet I'm NOT gonna to be another you

·CHORUS·
I'm tired of being pushed around
Dont you see this is what I want to do?
Dont tell me to do this or that
I wont become another carbon copy of you
·CHORUS·
(repeat untill fades out)




Downs
©Kalee
I think you pretend - try to be nice - dont try me - its just not right
If you want to be honest - please proceed - If your going to lie - you are no one I need

Even if your true to yourself or false to the world - you drag me down - show me no respect - and then you try to hide it - you arn't that great - face this fact

•CHORUS•
Anything else is a put down - a let down - a bring down - anything that makes me feel down - You are the one that hurts me - You are the one that cant see - You are the one that wont leave - You are the one that puts all these downs on me
•CHORUS•

I've tried to see you change - But I see no difference - Your just the same

My conciece bleeds when I honestly try for you - You show nothing in return - its time for you to lose

No problem, Yea I'll do it, Way to go!, Your number one..."Yea Right"


•CHORUS•
Anything else is a put down - a let down - a bring down - anything that makes me feel down - You are the one that hurts me - You are the one that cant see - You are the one that wont leave - You are the one that puts all these downs on me
•CHORUS•

I cant change you - I dont want to change you - you cant change you - screw you!

•CHORUS•
Anything else is a put down - a let down - a bring down - anything that makes me feel down - You are the one that hurts me - You are the one that cant see - You are the one that wont leave - You are the one that puts all these downs on me
•CHORUS•




Doing it for me
©Kalee
You just dont understand - that burning in my eyes - And when I see you speaking so high of yourself - I know its all just lies

Why cant reality just hit you square in the face - you never take pride in what I do - you never cared - you are a discrace

I try to over achieve - do the things I love and what do you do?  You do nothing but roll your eyes - laugh - anything that makes me feel bad - But dont you see? Huh? Huh? Dont you see I never wanted to do this shit for you!  Not you!  I wanted to do it for me!

•CHORUS•
I never want you to think I labor for you and you alone - I never have - I never will - I do what I want to do on my own - Not for you!  Not for you!  I'm finally learning by myself now - I no-longer need you to show me how
•CHORUS•

I'm fallin...deep inside the hole of life - And to find...nothing but...your careless mind

I think I can survive without all of your negativity - you think your so great when you diss me - all you want is popularity

If you wont leave me or anyone else alone I dont think I will really care anymore - You have to one bored person to be a smart-ass more than one year in a row - It honestly irritates me to death to see someone God damn low

•CHORUS•
I never want you to think I labor for you and you alone - I never have - I never will - I do what I want to do on my own - Not for you!  Not for you!  I'm finally learning by myself now - I no-longer need you to show me how
•CHORUS•

I'm doing what I wanna do - Not for you!  Not for you!  Just who am I doing it for?  Who am I doing it for?  I'm doing it for me!

•CHORUS•
I never want you to think I labor for you and you alone - I never have - I never will - I do what I want to do on my own - Not for you!  Not for you!  I'm finally learning by myself now - I no-longer need you to show me how
•CHORUS•

Not for you - FOR ME!

•CHORUS•
I never want you to think I labor for you and you alone - I never have - I never will - I do what I want to do on my own - Not for you!  Not for you!  I'm finally learning by myself now - I no-longer need you to show me how
•CHORUS•
(repeat till fades out...)



Always in "The Now"
©~Kalee

Sometimes you start to wonder
if there really is a future
you know there is a past,
the past happens every second.


But dealing with the future is
a whole another story.  The future
is individual in you're hands
you choose what YOU want to do

it hurts you're head just to think about it sometimes.  Why is it all so complicated?

But besides the past you are considered
to always be in The Now


~CHORUS~
The past is the past, the future
is NOT the future
you are always in The Now
you question yourself to wonder how
Its odd to think, always in The Now
Its just the way life goes
a simple pattern
always in The Now(2)
~CHORUS~


Now & then you thought the time
would never pass, never change,
but yet The Now speaks out
when its all done, its as if
you snapped you're fingers and nothing
really happened.

But what can you do?
Trapped in the never-ending Now

sometimes you don't believe
all this hanky-panky
what is it with this world?
It all works in such weird ways,
but only one way will never change

No its not the past
no its not the future
the way of time has been here since day one
that way is, always in The Now


~CHORUS~
The past is the past, the future
is NOT the future
you are always in The Now
you question yourself to wonder how
Its odd to think, always in The Now
Its just the way life goes
a simple pattern
always in The Now(2)
~CHORUS~